A Beautiful Soul

Not a second goes by without me thinking of you. You have got my heart in such a BIG way.

You are a beautiful soul.

There’s so much to you that I love. Maybe for now it’s only a figment of what I think and feel about you but it is more than enough to keep me going.

I know you have had your share of pain and hurt over the years. I have had my fair share too. All that I can say, and all that I know is that I’d love to love you.

When I look at you, I FEEL love. It has been that way from the very start. From the very first time I saw your feed… it was that way before I even “saw” you.  When I met you in person, it was literally overwhelming – I was so drawn to you, so attracted to you… an undeniably strong feeling of home.

It is that feeling that I have finally found home.

All I know is that I want you.

And I promise, I promise to love you in all the best ways possible.

I promise to love you in all the ways that you need to be loved, that you’ve dreamed of being loved. I promise to love and honor you. I promise to respect you in all ways – – even when you take yourself back to those innermost places where you need your own space and time – I still promise to love you through it.

Love is light and all powerful, and I don’t care about anything else as much as I care about doing it and being with you.

I don’t care about being your first. I care about being your last.

I just want to love you right, love you good and love you through.

I am so grateful to God for bringing you into my life. I can’t quite explain just how you crossed my path – or how I crossed yours. But I am more than grateful. I promise I will always give the best version of myself to you, because you inspire me to be the best version of myself. I don’t need anything other than what you already are, and I won’t ask you to be anything other than what you already are. Because to me you are already perfect.

You are beautifully and imperfectly perfect.

I have fallen for you. I have fallen hard for you. I am so thankful God has kept both of us safe for me to enjoy your company and you to enjoy mine. Time with you is an unexplainable feeling…. you make me feel wonderful, and every day that passes, I find something about you that I absolutely go bonkers for.

And it has been like that now for the last several years.

I want so desperately to fulfill every desire you have had, to love you how you have always wanted to be loved.

I love all of you – your past hurts, future fears, your dreams, hopes and inspirations. I love your ambitions.

I want nothing more than to be your best friend and partner in this life together.

I am so in love with you it’s crazy.

There is no one else out there that remotely compares to the person you are – in creativity, ambition, drive, emotional maturity, understanding, patience… skill, the list goes on. I don’t mean that lightly — I am crazy about you.

If only you could see yourself through my eyes, you’d see just how wonderful you really are.