When you showed up in my life, I saw the best in you.
All this time later, I still see the most incredible version of you. Being around you, I’m in this beautiful energy where I literally think you are the most amazing thing on this Earth – because you are!
I see all the incredible things you are..
I see what a beautiful person you are..
I see what a beautiful SOUL you are..
There is nothing else and there is no-one else.
There is no doubt I feel a tremendous amount of pain when I am not around you, even more when I see you in your own life with others. How can I not? You demolished the fortress of walls I had put up around myself for years – in you I saw myself. I might hurt deeply to see you with others, I convince myself I am and was nothing but regardless, I still love you and see someone who is incredibly smart, humorous, passionate and driven, and most of all, full of love.
But I also see someone who has been hurt and someone who has been through massive amounts of emotional turmoil.
Deep within, I think you struggle to accept a certain amount of positivity – because you think “if this person only knew the real me… maybe they wouldn’t like it”. WRONG! I do see the real you.
Perhaps you are weighed down in every single way and you have created this reality about yourself that you believe to be true – you carry heavy burdens of not being enough, or living enough, or that you aren’t fulfilling your purpose. Maybe you are accustomed to thinking that you weren’t good enough for your parents [because that’s what your parents taught you], and thus, you stay stuck in this particular container with these beliefs about yourself that manifest your reality.
And you live in that container every day.
Everyone does this. We are all a physical representation of what we believe to be true based on what experiences we have had. Deep within, I think your gut tells you that you are here for something much greater, and you are capable of much greater things.
But God knows that you are enough.
“That’s why we can be so sure that every detail in our lives of love for God is worked into something good.”
Romans 8:28